Escalated Heartache

You and me, it seems just right. But only on the surface. Can you see what I'm hiding. Yea I know you see right through me. You don't say anything, in fear of losing all you have. Come on baby just face reality. I'm holding us both down. This could be a song of losing me. I hope that makes you realize how selfish I am. Helps you realize all the sugar your sick of hearing me dish. So there doesn't need to be a big scene at least there wouldn't have been if before you had seen. We are not all as great as you thought. You always thought there was a reason behind everything, when really the one thing you looked past was what you should've, what I wish you would've known all along; if only to save this escalated heartache. I knew, you know how sure of yourself you have always been. But, to tell you the truth. I was never sure when I was with you. I still care deeply for you, just not in the same way. I love you. It kills me to see you hurting like this, and all because of me. I hope you know, I'm saving you from more pain. You will move on. I know this because I know you don't love me like you thought. Not truly anyway. If you had, you would never have had any desire to be with someone else. This is how I knew and know that I did not, and do not love you in that way. We should have been aware that this would happen. You say if this isn't love then you don't know what is. Well, I guess you don't know. It's okay to not know sometimes.